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01 jan 2020

i'm thinking of you, love, water
My brightest star’s my inner light let it guide me
Experience and innocence bleed inside me
Hallucinogens can open me or untie me
I drift in inner space, free of time
I find a higher state of grace, in my mind
I’m beautiful

I wasn’t born to follow
I live just for today, don’t care about tomorrow
What I’ve got in my head you can’t buy, steal or borrow
I believe in live and let live
I believe you get what you give

I’ve glimpsed, I have tasted, fantastical places
My soul’s an oasis, higher than the sun

I’m higher than the sun

Mostly Friends Only


I occasionally do friends cuts. If you missed it & you want back on, please comment.

Seems I Am Not The Only One....

i'm thinking of you, love, water
Originally posted by vexed_wench at Seems I Am Not The Only One....
Originally posted by morgandawn at Seems I Am Not The Only One....
......who feels the need to take a break from an increasingly dysfunctional relationship.




Signal Boost: Return of the DDoS

i'm thinking of you, love, water
Originally posted by deathpixie at Signal Boost: Return of the DDoS
For those wanting to know more about the recent DDoS attacks, yes, it looks like it was the Russian government trying to shut down the dissidents again.

As I said last time, while it's frustrating not to have access, LJ is a lot more than a social network platform. From the article:

"LiveJournal isn’t just a social network. It’s also a platform for organizing civic action. Dozens of network projects and groups mobilize people to solve specific problems — from defending the rights of political prisoners to saving endangered historic architecture in Moscow."

So while I know many are considering the move over to Dreamwidth and other such sites, supporting LJ is a way we can help support those who use it for more than a writing/roleplaying/social venue.


Also, as a FYI, LJ is giving paid users effected by the outage two weeks of paid time as compensation.


Devilled sausages (by request)

i'm thinking of you, love, water
serves 4

ghee or oil of choice
8 sausages (I prefer pork)
2 tins diced tomatoes with nothing added to them (La Gina are good)
2-3 onions, wedged
2-3 apples, cored & wedged
hot sauce
s&p

Brown sausages, remove them from pan, Sauté onions & apples until the onions are translucent. Drain fat. Add back in sausages and tomatoes plus hot sauce to taste(should have a kick but not very spicy). Reduce to desired consistency. Season to taste.

Best served with mashed potatoes.

14 avr 2009

i'm thinking of you, love, water
I wanna wake up with you
I wanna be there when you open your eyes
I want you to be
The first thing that I see
I wanna wake up with you

I wanna lay by your side, baby
I wanna feel every beat of your heart
And throughout the night
I wanna hold you tight
I wanna wake up with you

All the love inside me has been sleeping
Waiting till the right one came along
You can share the love that I've been keeping, baby
You can put the music to my song

I wanna wake up with you
I wanna reach out and know that you're there
I want you to be
The first thing that I see
I wanna wake up with you

And throughout the night
I wanna hold you tight
I wanna wake up with you

All the love inside me has been sleeping
Waiting till the right one came along
You can share the love that I've been keeping
You can put the music to my song

I wanna wake up with you
I wanna reach out and know that you're there
I want you to be
The first thing that I see
I wanna wake up with you

I wanna lay by your side, baby
I wanna feel every beat of your heart
And throughout the night
I wanna hold you tight
I wanna wake up with you

All the love inside me has been sleeping
Waiting till the right one came along
You can share the love that I've been keeping, baby
You can put the music to my song

I wanna wake up with you
I wanna reach out and know that you're there
I want you to be

No Myths PSA

river tam autie
Ok, I need to interrupt your regular programming because this is brilliant and the majority of my friends aren't on teh spectrum.
This.

That really is all.

Hell froze over.

i'm thinking of you, love, water


Your result for The Kink Spectrum Analysis Test...

Blue (450 nm)

You scored 63% self-confidence and 63% bandwidth!



Wow! You have quite a big repertoire when it comes to kinky sex. And you're probably also willing to play on either side of the fence. You should look for another Blue, or an Ultraviolet if you want to broaden your horizon. Greens may be okay as well but will probably bore you after a while. Reds are too vanilla for you.


But I promised you a more detailed analysis, so here it is. Note that most scales are twofold: There are separate values for giving (active) and receiving (passive). If you scored high on one of them, you should look for a partner who scored high on the other. If you scored high on both of them, go for someone who is similar (or for multiple partners if you're into that). If you scored low on both, this probably is not your kind of kink.


You scored 84% giving and 69% receiving on oral.


You scored 67% giving and 60% receiving on anal.


You scored 62% giving and 64% receiving on bondage.


You scored 37% giving and 43% receiving on humiliation.


You scored 33% giving and 65% receiving on pain.


You scored 52% dominance and 58% submission.


You scored 58% voyeurism and 60% exhibitionism.


Besides that, you're 44% into fetishism and 36% polysexual (i.e. interested in sex with multiple partners, whether at the same time or not). You'll probably want a partner who is similar, whether you scored high or low in these categories.


Finally, you scored 54% on autoerotic - a scale that measures your ability and/or willingness to have kinky fun without a partner. It's not exactly a matching criterion, but it's good for you if your score is high. Keep it up!



Take The Kink Spectrum Analysis Test
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i'm thinking of you, love, water
We are on a rock, spinning silently
But I'm safe when you're here with me
These questions I'm asking, they've been haunting me
I need some security, can't you see?
Her love was like a fountain rushing and pouring down
The darkness is putting out the light in me
She's a well to be dug, she's a university
A cosmic library - wait and see

We are on a rock, spinning silently
Won't you get close to me
We are on a rock, spinning in infinity
Won't you get close to me

Is it my genes that have made me?
Is it the things I took, is it the things I said
Does karma rule?
Well if there's a God well can you hear me now?
I am crying out, hoping you know
And in my baby's arms I need no faith
I need no words to define myself
And when I'm holding you, light rushing through
I wanna make it now, safe and straight

We are on a rock, spinning silently
Baby get a hold of me
We are on a rock, spinning in infinity
Baby consoling me

Oh I don't know when the fear's going to end
I don't know if my prayers are received - the ones I send
(We are on a rock, spinning silently)
I can't live in pain and fear
(We are on a rock, spinning in infinity)
Oh I see so much joy and it makes me scared
(We are on a rock, spinning silently)
Oh I don't know if my prayers are received, until the end
(We are on a rock, spinning in infinity)
Oh I guess it ain't offet for you to pray for peace
Oh baby I don't know where I'm going
All I know is that I need you as a friend

My Chinese Horoscope

i'm thinking of you, love, water
TODAY'S HOROSCOPE - (January 3, 2009)
Your relations will open doors to you and facilitate your social ascension. Your spontaneity and your personality will allow you to put yourself forward. It will be wise not to sign certain papers hastily. Cut off relations with those who don't really interest you and who only think of profiting from you. Persevere in your efforts and you'll lift up mountains.

19 nov 2008

depressed, sad, lonely, hurt, distant
A young woman has just lost her fiance and two young sons(4& 15 months), last night, to drowning(they were fishing).

I cannot imagine the pain she must be going through.

http://livenews.com.au/articles/2008/11/19/Father_and_two_sons_drown_in_fishing_accident

28 fév 2008

fuckwit //moggymania
O_O I'm genuinely amazed at how many people no longer in my life have the need to stalk me on a regular basis, even after years. Talk about obsessive!

There's nothing to see if you're not befriended by me!

Move along, please!