I'm so angry. Some of you know I've had ongoing issues with The Queenslander Hotel because I don't have photo ID. I have acute camera-phobia. I was told by P**, a manager there, that a letter from my psychiatrist would suffice, so I got one and it has been serving me well for weeks. Only, last night S**, the owner of said establishment decided that wasn't enough. I was summarily put out, they kept my letter and when I asked for it back, they told me it had been torn up! Then I was told I needed to get a photo of myself (which I do, admittedly own-- some of you know what I went through for just that one), get it notarised by a JP and use that so they can scan it. The problem is, for that to work, they'd make me look into a huge fucking camera lens every time I went there and that is where I draw the line. I'm aware there are cameras everywhere and do a good job of ignoring them unless someone points them out. Being made to look into one would cause me to either meltdown or go into a disassociative state-- or both. The last time I did the latter, I broke my hand trying to come out of it (pain is one of the few things that bring you out of those). Disassociative states are very unpleasant. Imagine taking a backseat in your brain and having little to no control over your body. That's what it's like. So to sum it up, I will no longer frequent The Queenslander. Anyone that wishes to hang out with me after lockout will have to brave the back area of The Cenny where they have always been very considerate of my problem (Papa Bear even gave me a hug last night) and have always treated me exceptionally well. FUCK THE QUEENSLANDER!

serves 4

ghee or oil of choice
8 sausages (I prefer pork)
2 tins diced tomatoes with nothing added to them (La Gina are good)
2-3 onions, wedged
2-3 apples, cored & wedged
hot sauce
s&p

Brown sausages, remove them from pan, Sauté onions & apples until the onions are translucent. Drain fat. Add back in sausages and tomatoes plus hot sauce to taste(should have a kick but not very spicy). Reduce to desired consistency. Season to taste.

Best served with mashed potatoes.

I wanna wake up with you
I wanna be there when you open your eyes
I want you to be
The first thing that I see
I wanna wake up with you

I wanna lay by your side, baby
I wanna feel every beat of your heart
And throughout the night
I wanna hold you tight
I wanna wake up with you

All the love inside me has been sleeping
Waiting till the right one came along
You can share the love that I've been keeping, baby
You can put the music to my song

I wanna wake up with you
I wanna reach out and know that you're there
I want you to be
The first thing that I see
I wanna wake up with you

And throughout the night
I wanna hold you tight
I wanna wake up with you

All the love inside me has been sleeping
Waiting till the right one came along
You can share the love that I've been keeping
You can put the music to my song

I wanna wake up with you
I wanna reach out and know that you're there
I want you to be
The first thing that I see
I wanna wake up with you

I wanna lay by your side, baby
I wanna feel every beat of your heart
And throughout the night
I wanna hold you tight
I wanna wake up with you

All the love inside me has been sleeping
Waiting till the right one came along
You can share the love that I've been keeping, baby
You can put the music to my song

I wanna wake up with you
I wanna reach out and know that you're there
I want you to be

Ok, I need to interrupt your regular programming because this is brilliant and the majority of my friends aren't on teh spectrum.
This.

That really is all.

Your result for The Kink Spectrum Analysis Test...

Blue (450 nm)

You scored 63% self-confidence and 63% bandwidth!

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We are on a rock, spinning silently
But I'm safe when you're here with me
These questions I'm asking, they've been haunting me
I need some security, can't you see?
Her love was like a fountain rushing and pouring down
The darkness is putting out the light in me
She's a well to be dug, she's a university
A cosmic library - wait and see

We are on a rock, spinning silently
Won't you get close to me
We are on a rock, spinning in infinity
Won't you get close to me

Is it my genes that have made me?
Is it the things I took, is it the things I said
Does karma rule?
Well if there's a God well can you hear me now?
I am crying out, hoping you know
And in my baby's arms I need no faith
I need no words to define myself
And when I'm holding you, light rushing through
I wanna make it now, safe and straight

We are on a rock, spinning silently
Baby get a hold of me
We are on a rock, spinning in infinity
Baby consoling me

Oh I don't know when the fear's going to end
I don't know if my prayers are received - the ones I send
(We are on a rock, spinning silently)
I can't live in pain and fear
(We are on a rock, spinning in infinity)
Oh I see so much joy and it makes me scared
(We are on a rock, spinning silently)
Oh I don't know if my prayers are received, until the end
(We are on a rock, spinning in infinity)
Oh I guess it ain't offet for you to pray for peace
Oh baby I don't know where I'm going
All I know is that I need you as a friend

TODAY'S HOROSCOPE - (January 3, 2009)
Your relations will open doors to you and facilitate your social ascension. Your spontaneity and your personality will allow you to put yourself forward. It will be wise not to sign certain papers hastily. Cut off relations with those who don't really interest you and who only think of profiting from you. Persevere in your efforts and you'll lift up mountains.

A young woman has just lost her fiance and two young sons(4& 15 months), last night, to drowning(they were fishing).

I cannot imagine the pain she must be going through.

http://livenews.com.au/articles/2008/11/19/Father_and_two_sons_drown_in_fishing_accident

"Don't you think she looks tired?"

(Pass it along.)

O_O I'm genuinely amazed at how many people no longer in my life have the need to stalk me on a regular basis, even after years. Talk about obsessive!

There's nothing to see if you're not befriended by me!

Move along, please!